time is SO powerful, isn't it?

first thing.. if you're waiting for something
it's no matter soon or late... it's simply when
and I believe that good things happen to those who wait... relentlessly

secondly, time will reveal everything
all your sayings, all your deeds
whether it's true, or sincere, or whatsoever

do you remember how you tell something that it's no such matter?
namely, I know a lot of my friends stated that at least one of these weren't important to them:
money, appearance, status, degree, marks, lover and whatnot
and put a you-are-oh-so-damn-shallow look to others who thought otherwise

or.. stated that he/she's the one... friends forever.. till death do us apart
other oh-yes-it's-from-the-bottom-of-my-heart statements

and then in just one bit flip!
it's all sudden-struck change

hm...my bestfriend said to me
people change.. but most don't

and, hell yeah, people DO change
it's simply when.. :)

...
assuming that way, is it better to keep your judgemental voice down low?
just in case someday, somehere, somehow -only God knows why-
you change into one of those shallow kind ?

I'm judgemental, and it's not something I proud of, really
I tend to judge people I met
what's she/he thinks, loves, hates... even his/her personality

I say it's a kind of instinct
and most of the times, I trust mine ;)

I'm trying not to be judgemental, still, it's easier said than done

and yes, mostly I keep my idiosyncratic beliefs to myself and few closest best buds
'just in case'

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lagi suka banget nih, sama album Jay yang baru
hmm... lagi suka sama lagu nomer 2 and nomer 8

di lagu nomer 2, hmm.. apa yah... take it personal? haha..
judul lagunya 'Ting Mama de Hua' artinya 'Listen to Mum'

Jay nyanyi.. (intinya nih)
waktu kecil, dia dibedakan sama teman-temannya
kalau teman-temannya dapet mainan robot, dia malah dapet radio
kalo temen-temennya beli komik, dia malah disuruh mamanya gambar komik sendiri
kalo temen-temennya belajar nyanyi, dia malah disuruh belajar buat lagu

kenapa harus dengerin omongan Mama?
setelah besar, dia baru sadar
kenapa larinya lebih cepat, dan terbangnya lebih tinggi
yang orang rumah baca, komik buatan dia
yang orang rumah nyanyikan, lagu karangan dia...

hmm.. masih panjang liriknya..
bagus deh, artinya

and why on earth do I take this song personally?
mmm.. waktu kecil, gwe merasa gwe dibedakan dengan teman-teman gwe
saat mereka bersenang-senang sebelom masuk playgroup,
gwe malah harus latian nulis, baca, dan bahasa inggris!

saat mereka bersantai di sore hari setelah pulang sekolah
gwe harus les inggris dan bawa kamus setebel dosa
yang kalo gwe nanya vocab ke gurunya, disautin 'Emang saya kamus? cari sendiri'

inget banget tuh, ada satu murid yang bilang
'oom... kasian oom, masa anak sekecil itu *baca: saya* disuruh bawa kamus setebel itu?
jaat deeh..'
fyi:
saya masih kelas 1 sd, dan saya menenteng kamus ing-indo dan indo-ing di punggung saya

and you know what? guru les gwe bilang gini aja loh
'ye, kalo kamu kesian, kamu aja yang bantu dia bawain
kamu ga bantu dia bawain, berarti kamu yang jahat, bukan saya'

great.

hmm.. memang dari dulu saya tipe anak les
renang, gambar, tenis, inggris, mandarin, piano, gitar... apalagi?
sampe sekarang juga begitu... susah diajak jalan
soalnya kebentur sama jadwal les

sekarang sih much better, gwe sadar kenapa gwe harus les
lah, kalo dulu? yang ada gwe ampe benciiiii banget sama les, esp les inggris

but it pays, all those extra works really worthwhile
and all I have now, it's all because Mama nyuruh ngeles....

hiahaihiahiaha~

nanana....setelah besar, saya baru mengerti
mengapa saya bisa berlari lebih cepat,
dan terbang lebih tinggi

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mengucapkan..... met lebaran yooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
mohon maap yahhh... buat semua kesalahan n dosa-dosa yang gwe perbuat...
enjoy lebaran! enjoy liburan!

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